This is NOT an emo post =)

Sometimes, i tell myself, if i am able to undo my mistakes, to amend the stupid and ugly words that came out of my mouth....to have a chance for another detour of my 18 years of life, THEN I WILL DEFINITELY BE LIVING WITH NO REGRETS now. 
But then, you came upon, you asked me...
" are you ready to let go of the things you have now?"
" are you willing to  forgo the things you have now?"
Yes. I'm living with regrets now. That's for sure. I've lost something valuable in my past. And all this while  i wished hard so  that i could return to the past and clinch to them, hold on to them, just for the sake of deceiving myself  that they won't leave me ever again.. and i would never lost them ever again. Foolish me...
But now things changed, is it really because time does change everything? You tell me. I've no idea. 

But.... I can't. I really can't afford to lose anything , anymore. not now. NOT EVER.

And then i realized you were right.. you were the wise one. You were the one that knows me the best.
I can't look back and keep on regretting on every steps i took, I can't lock myself inside a box full of regrets. I can't wake up every morning with the words " WHAT IF " in my mind ... I can't. I wouldn't be happy this way, I would only be hesitating, wondering, and worrying each moment , this is so wrong.. so tormenting. FmL. 
I must change my perception, again. So what you'r living with regrets? Everyone live with regrets, and i'm not the only one in this earth, i'm not alone. By the end of this post, I'm certain that i will still have the thoughts of returning back to the past, but then, i'm certain also, I WILL DEFINITELY REGRET on it. 
It's true that people can't predict the future, but we can plan for the future.
I guess improving on my life now is the best i could do to get rids of my regrets one by one at a time. =) cheers.

To prove to you that this is not an emo post..LOL see i can smile!

Ps. This pic was actually taken last month LOL. sorry !  dont forget to cheers~