I'm scared =(

I distinctly remember that when I was young, I used to be the typical fearless little girl that grew up in a hostile environment ( well, that was kinda exaggerating ) of kampung life . Catching bees with bare hands, playing with creepy crawlies, bullying the stray dogs... yes, i was indeed a violent reckless girl that finds everything around her interesting enough to be explored and having fun with regardless how harmful and dangerous things will turn out to be . But then, OF COURSE lah, that was once-upon-a-time.

After the age of 9 and moving into the big city, the media actually opened my eyes and i was exposed to the fact that the world ain't as beautiful as i thought it would be . Due to maturity, I started to realized that life was indeed tormenting and we are actually living in fear each day. I changed into the timid girl with the scaredy-cat signature stamped on my face . The truth is, people around us are scaredy-cat. Come on, who on earth in this world is really fearless ? Correct me if i'm wrong.

• Some people are scared of cute little bugs, even poor little ladybug are being scared of. lol. except for this one below ( it is not even one percent cute from every angle i see it )

i despise u!! 

                                             

• Well, some are feared of cannibalism animals.

 Of course not this artificial one that me and my cousins built out of sand.

• Ah, and not forgetting, some are scared of unexplainable phenomenon. Like? Duh, G-H-O-S-T
• But, most of all, presenting you. 

           you know what i mean right?

Fear .

It does affects people's life. It can be physically and emotionally disturbing. Most of the time driving you crazy. Ask me what is my biggest fear ? This.

Hideous huh?  They are what we called as PARASITES .

Oh! Mind you,despite for the awful yet irony fact that i'm a big fan of <Monster inside me > *thumbs up!  #animalplanetAstro556 , I'm still scared of them.

Why? Simple. Because they are terribly, horribly, vegetably dangerous. Oh yes they are merely some microorganisms that are puny and seemingly not harmful looking at all. However, if you watch the programme i recommended above, from the various ways they enter our body via food or drinks, to the ways how they actually manipulate and destroy our body ( like how we destroyed mother nature ), you might want to change your mind about their harmless impression they gave you .

Knowing that our daily life is exposed to parasites, I learned to be extra cautious with everything i touched and i eat. I will wash everything before i use. I remember and still will scold or what i called as "kindly reminding" people around me that didn't wash their cutlery before eating. and they will always ask " WHAT FOR? ALREADY WASHED WHAT YESTERDAY/HOURS AGO/JUST NOW ??" I tell you what for, imagine there are lizards that licked spoons ; imagine there are cockroaches that crawled on your forks. Wouldn't it be gross and, most importantly, your cutlery will be contaminated with PARASITES, and you are generously inviting them to become the VVVVVVVVVVVVIP guest into your body for the biggest destructive party ever, imagine that! >.<

Well, uhm, enough of my stories. Fyi, Astro channel Ria (104 ) and Mustika HD (134) will be airing a reality show , our very own Fear Factor. But this time, it is not normal contenders are competing , instead, the celebrities, cool huh? Fear Factor Celebrity Malaysia will be aired starting 29th December 2012 on the channel i mentioned just now. I'm really looking forward of it as i'm a hardcore fan of fear factor show, cause i just love to see people suffer  and their expressions are epic! Especially when they are told to face the fear towards gross stuffs. hahaha. Well, FFCM will be hosted by Aaron Aziz and will be featuring 30 celebrities contestants . I'm not gonna tell you who are they, watch it yourself =p But i'm gonna tell you that my favourite one will be Jehan Miskin =p why jek? Cause he seems to be physically strong and someone that can conquer his fears and actually la, i like him because of his talents in acting too la...biased hahahah. 

However, the one that will win the game must be not only physically strong, able to overcome his or her fear, of course he must be blessed with luck! Hmm, maybe Jehan won't win, maybe a girl celebrity will win because girls are generally full of luck you know =D

Anyway, you can go to Astro's Fear Factor Malaysia facebook for extra peeks before the actual airing on Astro! Remember to tune in =) 

“Fear Factor House – Is your chance to experience Fear Factor live!” 

Oh, some extra information :

Now, now, what do you fear of? 


* image source : google.com

Something for you , =)

I know i had't been a sweet gf, neither try any effort to understand you, tolerate you, and then i realized also, i never did once succeed in giving you a surprise, sorry for being such a terrible gf...
However, this is for you hubby, I , err, took quite some time to do it, with all my heart,and i never used a mouse gah! since someone borrowed my mouse and "swallowed " it =( needed a lot of skills and "kung fu" for someone as noob as me =( ...It is not something nice to see, but i really mean it by the message in the picture...


You said you liked ocean blue, so ...

But i think plain white is nice...

Then, when i looked at it again, ocean blue background not bad also...

Tried to make it as desktop background, but it turned out like a shit, so...forget about it. Hope you love it hubby.
Muaks.
 Love you forever.
* if you can't see the words, you can click on the picture to enlarge it hehe...

Antivirus ahhhh!

Okay, so few days ago, i got my lappie back. There's something wrong with my hard disk anyway. I lost tonnes of important files, i wonder can i use the restore files program to track back my files? Anyway, that's not the main point about this blogpost, the main point is i just encountered a really strong and stubborn virus lol. So, guys, whenever you download something free online, think twice, is the source reliable? Or else you gonna get shit painted on your pc. Even if your pc has antivirus installed, you'll never know how strong nowadays virus may be. They undergo modification one you know. Serious la. lol.
PLEASE!!
Beware of the 
MYSTART INCREDIBAR
(stupid name for a virus come search engine)
Before i start ranting about how this stupid virus caused me haedache i would like to clarify that I'm not an IT expert nor a complete noob of IT okay? Just some sharing.
First of all, what the hell is MYSTART INCREDIBAR? I don't know seriously, couple of hours ago, i downloaded some desktop theme to my pc and vuola! i got the mysterious mystart incredibar that pops up out of nowhere when i opened my browser, it look as below :

Stole from web cause i had no screenshot of it

Now now, at first, it may seems harmless right? Looking quite decent except for the few low quality crap adverts pops up under them, i got no screenshot of it neither.  But still i was wondering why la suddenly my homepage change from google to this bullshit? Okay fine, i tried using it, the search result was terrible ,lol, i don't know bout others, but to me this virus/search engine seems like a the world most useless search engine with no efficient results at all . Some more horr, it made my laptop laggy , that's when i get so annoyed ! At that moment i still didn't know mystart incredibar was a virus, not until i tried to uninstall the programes that looked suspicious and delete all the files that i have downloaded earlier on because i thought that my pc is laggy because of some virus in those downloaded files or installed programes. Finished removing everything, and still my pc is so laggy, i opened my browser again and got suspicious when i saw why is it the search engine is still there cause I already went to my setting and changed my homepage to google. That's the moment i got strucked by lighting.lol. That stupid search engine was the culprit!!!!!!!!!!! It was the one that made my laptop laggy and hijacked my browser! Fuck you MYSTART INCREDIBAR!
Frustrated me left with no choice then google it lorrr, how to bla bla bla. And yeah, my guess was correct, that little devil was a virus, a spyware i guess. I didn't read much about it cause i'm in the urge to cure my sick pc. Run through some website , then i finally found the solution to uninstall that bullshit :

• Very troublesome plus i don't know whether it is effective not. Instructions wasn't clear at all.

                                                                     CLICK HERE

• A video teaching you step by step removing the virus. Too lazy to watch lah me, and it is internet explorer, mine is chrome.

                                                                       CLICK HERE

• SYSTEM RESTORE! woots, i chose this damn easy and effective =D except that i lost some files again lol. 

                                                                       CLICK HERE

Anyway, system restore is the best choice for me cause i backup my files in the  D drive, and the most surprising thing is that before i reformatted my pc, my chrome has been a lot of bookmarks which i visit frequently, after reformatted , all of the google was gone, but then the magical thing happened as after i restore, every bookmarkings are back! o.O Oh yeah, before ending this, i would like to remind you all that whatever important files in your pc, please backup it up in your D drive or ext.hard disk cause you never know what misfortune will land on your pc >.< *touchwood* Toodles!

情为何物？

痛苦一场真的觉得舒服多了。
照片，录影，号码，通通都洗了。
剩下的只是回忆，真希望也能把它也删除去，这样就不会有什么留恋，更不会有思念。
是因为太在乎才会有要求，因为觉得下半辈子要过的人生就是与你，才会尽力要你改，也许你会想我是在要求你变成完美的对象，但是我只是纯粹太在乎。
既然两个人都痛苦，短痛不如长痛，所谓世上最神圣的力量 “爱” 也足子不了那微薄的 "分手” 。
我放弃，不是我不曾爱过，更不是我不重视感情，而是因为自私。
我不否认我是个自私的人，你应该比任何更了解这一点。
有谁是不自私的？也许真的有不自私的人，可是我深深相信每个人总会有自私的时候，只是每个人的自私点都不同，有些人是在学业，事业，家庭，友谊。
而我，就是爱情。
就算俩人已经坠入爱河，
但是爱情观念不同，在一起也不会幸福。
十年后可能会有遗憾，但这次，我不会回头。

wtf. Happy sial! Finally received my salary T^T

Marvel’s The Avengers

So, Tsunami is not going to hit Malaysia after the terrible earthquake at our neighboring country. #prayhardforthevictims#

Instead, something else is hitting malaysia, can you guess what is it?

It is

Massive, 

Awesome,and and...

MARVELous *hint hint*

By right by this time you should be able to guess what is it lol

PRESENTING...................

Marvel's the Avengers!

Thank god it is finally here! Marvel's The Avengers movie is finally hitting Malaysia movie screens! Can you effing believe that?! OMG!omg omgggggggggggggg!! super excited me lol. Cause i was anticipating it since last year -.- honestly laa , last time , i wasn't a big fan of Marvel's superhero character nor the movies like Iron man, Captain America, Thor etc *girls mana suka action moviess kann? girls kan lembut lembut sikit

hehe ...BUT after watching iron man movie i was like #pokerface# How can anyone make such an epic movie of a superhero with stunning powers?! Then automatically i started to catch up with marvel's series of

movies. What's next? fell in love lah of course -.- 

Okay okay, cut the craps, now let's jump into the main reason for this blog post.

So, again, i gotta emphasized that Marvel's the Avengers movie is  finally hitting Malaysia movie screens! (you probably will encounter this line over and over again hehe)  and the best part is nuffnang is giving us the opportunity to watch the premier screening before the official screening on the next day lol. Even if one day earlier I'm also contented cause cause I really waited for so long T^T. 

Anyway, nothing is free in this world. In order to win the tix,  we gotta brain storming again argh! >.<

Tell us in the most creative and original way what superhero would you be if you could create a new member for The Avenger’s team and how would you save the world.

Well, after watching all those Marvel's movies, there's two questions popped up in my mind and therefore, I am going to create a new member for the team that can satisfy my questions which is..........

Maid sama! FTW! 

Marvel's the Avengers movie is  finally hitting Malaysia movie screens! ( random line sorry =p)

Maid Sama! lol. lol. lol. lol. i know. ridiculous eh? but wait! let me explain!

My questions :

1, Marvel's superhero creator why you racist? >.< 

Don't you agree with me? lol , i see the blacks the whites but why laaa  isn't there any asian among the superheros? Hence, maid sama will be the first ever asian to be part of the Marvel's team! wohooo! COOL. =D

2, Marvels' movies why you no cuteness at all? >.<

Nahh! This time you must agree with me right? Okay, i know those movies are supposed to be epic and stunning and serious, but but, a little bit extra add on Eg : "cuteness" , won't harm right? Cuteness will help the viewers release stress leh! Eg : The superheros fight hard, real hard, seems like  bads and evils are winning the battle, ( by this time viewers are kan-cheong till biting nails lol) and then suddenly! A big eye maid looked alike girl appeared and those evils fell for her cuteness and then they got distracted and boom! That gave the superheros chances to attack leh! . Okay bad example. 

So?? you might wondering , where's the answer for part two * how would you save the world*

Here is the interesting part, let me ask you a question, do you think those superheros do their  house chores? With such hectic timatable like trainings to improvise their skills and "on call" at anytime, honestly, i can say no. This is the part where Maid sama comes to the rescue! She cleans the mansion or racks (LoL) that superheros live in, wash their clothes and undies,yulk, cooks food for them.  Second question, do you think those superheros really immortal that even they get hit or punch but never get any internal or external pain huh?? No lor of course superheros are heros but they are still mortal, like us. They have pain receptors -.-. So every time after they got home, with all those bruises, who cures them? Maid Sama of course! Don't judge someone by the cover, she might looked brainless, but she holds a PHD in medicine lol. She knows how to treat and cure wounds of all types regardless internal or external. BUT how does this helps to save the world? -.- duhh, can you imagine if our superhero is not in good condition ( famish and weak) , how can they fight the enemies huh? Can't right, sure GG.COM. 


Equation proves it all : 

premise one : Superheros save the world

premise two : Maid sama save superheros

Conclusion  : Maid sama save the world!! =D

BRILLIANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ME! -.- okay,perasan.

Pssttt *tell you a secret *, unlike iron man, some superheros are actually clueless and they only provides the physical strength, so who is the master mind behind their genius strategies to defeat the evils? Maid sama of course! She holding another PHD in strategies in defeating enemies HAHAHHahahah. 

The tools lol! for minor surgeries on the wound

I can't imagine how would i look like with this on me . cute? muahaha

Lastly! Marvel's the Avengers movie is  finally hitting Malaysia movie screens! HAHAH

深夜 EMO！FTW

深夜里听些感性的华语歌，
会让你有种莫名的伤感，
很有那种冲动力独自一个人SOLO唱个痛快。
然后自然而然地你会开始EMO，
比较重感情的我当然会先想些感情的事，
然后才去想些人生的遗憾，
后来，
就是那些有的没的。
约EMO就越想哭LOL。
最后，
晚安，我的世界。

E for emotional

emo EMO emo EMO emo Emo emo eMo

-.- , >.< , =)

-.-
I tried to reactivate ma Fb again and this is what i get :

>.<
4 chinese uncle used BAHASA MELAYU to ask me question.
=)
I had fun today. You'r expression was very funny. Thanks boo =)

28-1-2012

So, i got the job. Now what? How am i suppose to tell you guys. If only you could read my blog. Sigh.  New semester starting soon. Very soon and yet i didn't do anything beneficial for the whole month of holiday...FML. I wonder how many of my friends really reads and follow my blog... Sigh. Everything is not going smooth lately for me. Problems,frustration, troubles, worries, failures... why now? why? Is this what they called the process of growing up? fck then if it is. How about yours? Are you doing fine?

Die exam die!

Well, i dont know why the hell am i blogging right now when i'm suppose to be studying -.- the exam paper due on tomorrow 9AM u idiot noob dumb-ass kaywern, not pm okayy? Anyway here the case happening for the whole week :

Mum :  saw me facing laptop all day long and asked " why aren't you studying!"

Me    : Because my notes are all available only in internet. which are uploaded in mmls. and mmls is the so called "student ultimate learning center " of mmu that you can find all the tutorials and information posted by ur lecturers for each subjects you are taking for a particular semester. And.. ( taking my breath) the reason i'm facing the laptop because our dumb-ass printer isn't working smoothly ( we changed around 5printers and none is working well btw) and and and i couldn't print out all the notes and even if i can print out the notes , it is so dumb-ass expensive and wasting papers! (innocent face) and the reason mmu created mmls is to save papers ( the reason i crapped)  and then.....bla bla bla

Mum : gave me the -.- face and left my room

Me :

I was not studying but online-ing  lol

Good luck to anyone out there  who is facing exam season ! chiaoz!

It is okay

Cry.Forget.Move on.