I'm scared =(

I distinctly remember that when I was young, I used to be the typical fearless little girl that grew up in a hostile environment ( well, that was kinda exaggerating ) of kampung life . Catching bees with bare hands, playing with creepy crawlies, bullying the stray dogs... yes, i was indeed a violent reckless girl that finds everything around her interesting enough to be explored and having fun with regardless how harmful and dangerous things will turn out to be . But then, OF COURSE lah, that was once-upon-a-time.

After the age of 9 and moving into the big city, the media actually opened my eyes and i was exposed to the fact that the world ain't as beautiful as i thought it would be . Due to maturity, I started to realized that life was indeed tormenting and we are actually living in fear each day. I changed into the timid girl with the scaredy-cat signature stamped on my face . The truth is, people around us are scaredy-cat. Come on, who on earth in this world is really fearless ? Correct me if i'm wrong.

• Some people are scared of cute little bugs, even poor little ladybug are being scared of. lol. except for this one below ( it is not even one percent cute from every angle i see it )

i despise u!! 

                                             

• Well, some are feared of cannibalism animals.

 Of course not this artificial one that me and my cousins built out of sand.

• Ah, and not forgetting, some are scared of unexplainable phenomenon. Like? Duh, G-H-O-S-T
• But, most of all, presenting you. 

           you know what i mean right?

Fear .

It does affects people's life. It can be physically and emotionally disturbing. Most of the time driving you crazy. Ask me what is my biggest fear ? This.

Hideous huh?  They are what we called as PARASITES .

Oh! Mind you,despite for the awful yet irony fact that i'm a big fan of <Monster inside me > *thumbs up!  #animalplanetAstro556 , I'm still scared of them.

Why? Simple. Because they are terribly, horribly, vegetably dangerous. Oh yes they are merely some microorganisms that are puny and seemingly not harmful looking at all. However, if you watch the programme i recommended above, from the various ways they enter our body via food or drinks, to the ways how they actually manipulate and destroy our body ( like how we destroyed mother nature ), you might want to change your mind about their harmless impression they gave you .

Knowing that our daily life is exposed to parasites, I learned to be extra cautious with everything i touched and i eat. I will wash everything before i use. I remember and still will scold or what i called as "kindly reminding" people around me that didn't wash their cutlery before eating. and they will always ask " WHAT FOR? ALREADY WASHED WHAT YESTERDAY/HOURS AGO/JUST NOW ??" I tell you what for, imagine there are lizards that licked spoons ; imagine there are cockroaches that crawled on your forks. Wouldn't it be gross and, most importantly, your cutlery will be contaminated with PARASITES, and you are generously inviting them to become the VVVVVVVVVVVVIP guest into your body for the biggest destructive party ever, imagine that! >.<

Well, uhm, enough of my stories. Fyi, Astro channel Ria (104 ) and Mustika HD (134) will be airing a reality show , our very own Fear Factor. But this time, it is not normal contenders are competing , instead, the celebrities, cool huh? Fear Factor Celebrity Malaysia will be aired starting 29th December 2012 on the channel i mentioned just now. I'm really looking forward of it as i'm a hardcore fan of fear factor show, cause i just love to see people suffer  and their expressions are epic! Especially when they are told to face the fear towards gross stuffs. hahaha. Well, FFCM will be hosted by Aaron Aziz and will be featuring 30 celebrities contestants . I'm not gonna tell you who are they, watch it yourself =p But i'm gonna tell you that my favourite one will be Jehan Miskin =p why jek? Cause he seems to be physically strong and someone that can conquer his fears and actually la, i like him because of his talents in acting too la...biased hahahah. 

However, the one that will win the game must be not only physically strong, able to overcome his or her fear, of course he must be blessed with luck! Hmm, maybe Jehan won't win, maybe a girl celebrity will win because girls are generally full of luck you know =D

Anyway, you can go to Astro's Fear Factor Malaysia facebook for extra peeks before the actual airing on Astro! Remember to tune in =) 

“Fear Factor House – Is your chance to experience Fear Factor live!” 

Oh, some extra information :

Now, now, what do you fear of? 


* image source : google.com